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20020824

yes. my darling princess triley. church is same time. same place. and. thank you for putting mah name first! woohoo~ but all those "you demanded i put yer name was" was unneccesary. anyway. if you wanna see her site, hereya go trili is just a mad women who thinks she can crapp more than me but she carn. btw. i woke up today at 11. and i just laid around till it was time for church. and i did ushering for church. and i'm gonna dance -hiphop- for the parents appreciation day/night (forgot). haha. shd i make ppl go down for this event just to see me dance?? nvm. shall not paiseh mahself. or maybe i shd. k. i shall.
hahaha. i am so bored. i ate pizza hut for dinner. n i was extra full n had a stomach ache. bwahaha. btw. am gonna help soo with her blog. ta!


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20020823

i.am.bored. but i can't sleep now. cos i just ate one big bowl of instant noodles. so blair me. i am sleepy. but terribly full. i shall hafta stay online and countdown the minutes to midnight. lalalalala. ok. i shall recap what happened to day.
today:
I rejoice. And rejoice.
Cos Jesus loves me.
I rejoice. And rejoice.
Cos Nicole's assured of her salvation.

So, anyway, in school. we watched the stupid front part of speed. when i wanted to watch the bus part with sandra bullocks inside. my darling keanu reeves is very suitable with sandra bullocks. haha
Bidhya ate up 3/4 of my skittles during english period. which is one period. sheesh. is she fast
Chi was as boring as usual. Recess was boring. no netball. everyone's showing off their ice creams to me.
den. liddat lor. the strongly-accented indian teacher came in for science. again. lyk we havn't had enuf of her. oh btw, she looked lyk she was gonna crie on wednesday (ithink)
after school, i stayed back to wait for nicole. to go to church.
we killed time in da comp lab.
When i took mrt to pasir ris wif everyone but bi. my ezlink card was moneyless. n i din noe. i just tapped and walked. and bang. hit the barriers. i was lyk.. ehhh? and tapped. again n again. n realised it flashed "insufficient fund" oh blair me. so i used my dinner money to top up the stupid minimum-required-5-bux ez-link card. and so, i borrowed nicole's one dollar. and so, in the end, bof of us had no money n bof of us shared a mchicken. pathetic.
and combined-sch-based-cell was great!
i'm gonna have the attitude of a water walker!


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interestingly, i'm two. a tie. ahahahah. got this from baya's web. shall go sleep soon. tas



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I am now in comp lab 1. Syazana's beside me. Xuhui is beside Syazana. The empty chair is beside Xu Hui. Arthi is beside the empty chair. Bi(Crabbe) is beside Arthi. bla de bla. xu hui is reading what i'm typing. we never get privacy in this world. hehe. btw. i am vv bored. this reminds me. i'm suppused to type chuan ting's script for her. k. bye.


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20020822

just said "goodmorning" deadly to a smiling mr. lim. whats dere to smile about? nothing. unless he has a dieing crush on us. which i do not wish he'll have.
oh man. i feel so depressed. not for my own problems. but other people's problems. help.
there's nothing within my power that i can do.
all i can do is pray.
but i wonder if my friends will ever accept it if i pray for them.
oh help.

btw. i'm malfoy.
bi and nicole is crabbe and goyle, respectively.
just collected two must-listen-to-me.


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was just given a chance to luff my head off without being stared at and pointed out as mad. went to trili's web. realised that everyone hu signed her guestbook, and was asked how dey were in the web. and everyone saed "you. trili. twi force me to come wann. yu lah. by trili herself" bwahahaha. its even funnier than the channel u "thankyou teacher" show.
oh. n she din put any changed in my name-is-supposed-to-be-first-in-everything. oh well. i was kidding. hah.
twi" shows how despo yu are. you made ppl go to yer web. budden again.. how else wld dey noe of it? oh fine. you're forgiven.


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I DONE MY ART! I ACTUALLY DONE MY ART! so proud of myself. though my mom claims that the chilli is ugly and dozen look lyk a chilli at all. and the fire is terrible. what a mom i haf.
at least she's honest. it'll be worse if she goes on telling me "what a wonderful mushroom you haf!" den i'll haf to reply. "mom dear, its a chilli" den it'll be terrible.
lalalala~ i'm so bored. very bored. extremely bored.
this reminds me.
i complained to trili that in her web , she din put my name first in bof "special thankews" n "special msgs" so she saed she'll change it- to my name's first in everything, so cool.
i just lub her. lub. she calls luv. lub. interesting.


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ok. alot of things happened today. but. i can't type much. haf art to do. yes. art. ahhhh. art. newayz. just now after maths supplementary class, me and bi played rugby, one on one. it was cool. den, we played around with softball. den, me hem and serne went to the netball court to shoot around with alicia's basketball. i shot 3. haha. i actually shot. den we talked ALOT. we talked about each others first impression of each other. den of pri sch. fun.
den the discipline mistress came. and stared at us. at our uniform. and tot i was sec 2 even tho my nametag shouted "yellow! sec one!!". den she kept asking hem n serene what their problem was. den we realised she meant name tags. dey din wear their name tags. i mean. duhh. dens, she forced serene to cut off her anklet and throw it away. so serene borrowed hem's penknife and slitted the anklet. facing her leg. in other words. she nearly slit her leg. stupid ger. but entertaining otherwise.
syazana's coming online at 9.30. shall do art till den.
taz


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20020821

me am in comp lab 4 now. listening to the yadas yadas of our classmates. its lit. la~ we're using inspiration crap. vv stupid. apparently, syazana's not answering me. i'm so bored. lalalalala~
hah.


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i am baq. from sailing. heez. alot happened today~ lemme see. school was da same. nuthing really. ok. after sailing, we were sitting around waiting for transport. den zhao took out her 2000 st. hildas year book. caroline chan 1/7 one looked very cute!!! kiez. anyway, amused, i went to search for luke and sean tan. the bouncing twosome. haha. they looked FUNNY!!! i shall pause here to luff. hehe. kiezz. i haf not much crap to crap today as i'm not feeling very crappy today, and that explains why i am not crapping alot.
sheesh. tomorrow must stay back for "girls, you have maths supplementary class. not enrichment class! supplementary. because.. ermz. yu are behing time" he stares. we stare back. oh yeah, we noe the differences between supplementary and enrichment.
this reminds me. zhao went mad and screamed and luffed and showed us farzana's (2/6 one) pic in da year book. she looks very cute. hohoho.
ahh! i just stared in wonder at sheng xiang's nick which is in malay and reminds me of the short kissing couple behind me in the bus interchange. the guy is my height or shorter. and the girl is short. they kept tokking in malay. and i think it was to provoke me. hah. the guy kept kissing her. she kept letting the guy kiss her. they kept hugging. i kept trying to not luff. the poor, short girl. wasting her time on the stupid short guy. hah. i wish them luck. and i wonder and wonder. how long their short relationship will last.


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20020820

i was on irc just now. some bluenerry saed hi. and i saw the nick, tot was a girl and introed. turned out to be some yjc guy. i was dead sarcastic to him. he claims i am mature. and serious. wait till he finds out one day tt i haf mental problem one. lez see wait a shock he will get. stupid playboy.


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Dear Lord
Psalm 38


*Dear Lord, this pain inside me
Tears me apart
And Lord the more it hurts
The harder my heart

Oh, in my darkest hour
Your love comes shining through

Your Word is true and You make all things new
And I know You're all I need
You say You're here and You calm my fears
And I know You'll never leave.

**Dear Lord, my heart is breaking
Breaking in two
And Lord my spirit's torn and
Crushed without You

Higher than the stars that shine
And deeper than the sea
Is my Savior's precious love
Your love has set me free
Set me free

just a song which i really thank god for..esp. now. look at all those problems...



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just took a trip to my brother in law's website. he is crappier than i am. i admitt defeat and shall try to be crappier. ahha. ahhahahah. he is extra bo liao. go check out www.devoid.port5.com/jon.htm go check it out!!!!! dun think this link works. anyways. go check out my stupid bother in law.


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i still want a korean-english or korean-chinese dictionary. to learn korean. haha. duh. yeh (korean for yes.) haha. i'm so bored. apparently princess triley just went offline. we were talking about netball. she saed she knew how to snatch. body contact ahhh~ heeZ. sheesh. i think xu hui and co. are going home already. its late. those notti people. stay in school all day. like they have no homes to go to. hah.but i wun mind joining them. hehe. huang li ya, zakiah just called me crappy. what else can i be? haikaz. so sianz!~~ lalala.
la.
princess triley's online again


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i'm bored. why must sana, xu hui, serene, nicole n hem stay back everyday?!!?!? i'm so bored here. sheesh. i'm tokking to myself. yada yada. i shall stay back on friday. well, i hafta anyway. and trudge into church with nicole, both sweaty and smelly. haha. rugby rulez. esp. when you are playing in that stupid grass patch which no one is allowed to walk on. so.i doubt i make sense. am listening to shinhwa. they are jabbering on in their stupid foreign language. i want to learn korean!!!!! ah. if baya, you're reading this. cheer up k?. yah. gotta go toilet.
la~


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i'm baq from school~ well duh. but newayz. i went to school and saw a short-haired edward waiting lonely-ly outside the door. xu hui guessed it was syazana. i tot it was nk. but once edward saw us, luffed and shook, i knew it was emilda. my darling emilda looks lyk a guy now. so now she doesn't belong to shah. he belongs to chairman. cool huh? so, edward went out of class and me, xu hui n hem went into class. we sat down. and marvelled at the amount of people who screamed when we think they saw edward. it was like "ahhhh! ahhh! hahahahahaha.". interesting. so later, syazana came bouncing in wif arthi. hafizah (i think) came luffing along with them. den hafizah demanded for some picture. and there was chaos. peace came only after syazana n inc. went out of class. then the k-poh ones. me n xu hui went to look at the pictures. it showed two boys in tkgs uniform- syazana and farhana. they looked like they were luffing or something. then, the next foto was some girl bending down and syazana luffing. syazana had her hand at the bent-down girl's butt or waist. carn remember. she just looked like she was pulling up the bent-down girl. the next foto was some girl covering her face. when hafizah and hem saw it they bof shouted "JUNE!" so i suppose that girl is june. whatever the spelling.
and yada yada.
my mom's watching some sad korean show. it's very nice to watch. the guy's vv shuai. but the stupid show is sad. at least it has a happy ending.
bi's hair looked fuzzier than ever. and somehow, whenever i saw her face today, i burst out luffing.
oh n during geog i was drinking water from my precious metal bottle. when arthi made some joke. i luffed. and mrs. tan made some joke too. and i luffed harder. and all the water from my mouth were out in a second. i choked on some too. irratating. wetted my skirt.
and yada yada.


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20020819

just got my poor brother in law stressted up. next thing i noe, he's out dere telling the whole world that i torture my brothers in law. oh well. that won't stop them from loving my beautiful sisters. =). right. lalala~ i shd be sleeping. soon.bbecause, apparently, a certain xu hui is not answering me and a certain sheng xiang has enuf of answering me. so. i'm bored. shall tok to myself. oh yay. the certain triley is coming baq. oh yay. lala~ yes. i'm mad. but my seniors are worst. dey go around screaming n luffing den declaring their insanity. i suppose poor bi is wishing i din join sailing. i'm crazier den usual. oh no. i'm caroline. i'm not crazier. my name's caroline. yes.
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hah. i haf alot to say. so starting from the beginning of da day. mommy gaf me a ride to school. lent vir my handfone as she din bring hers. den i went to school. the ends. next, during lesson. mr.peh has throat infection. he wrote everything on the board and got my darling shah to scream out all he wrote. apparently, he thinks we can't read. den, pe was extra stupid. "1234.. 1234.. shake girls shake!!! 12butterfly.. huh?.. ehh?"... some way to learn the dance. the dance steps were stupid, btw. ok, then we haf mother tongue. the usual. ahh.. then my favourite period. recess. played netball in the rain. yep. had potato wedges. den music. the usual.then dnt. so cool. i destroyed my flower. den maths. we spent the first few minutes cleaning our tables.
oh, btw.. next tuesday we get a half day holiday. just because we got 3 sustained awards. while rgs got FULL DAY off because they were second. while tkss got FULL DAY off because their stupid band was first. if tt was logic, we shd had a week off. soft ball, 2 champions. sailing, 2 champions... chior no. 1.. band no.1... studies ranking no.10. and we get half day off. oh wow.
den we had sailing. we all tot training could be cancelled. but no. we had to take a stupid taxi dere. 5 pathetic souls. den during briefing mr. tan was explaining waves and stuff. and he told us how typhoons were caused. by a UNUSUAL FORCE (and he made some stupid exaggerated action). and so i luffed. and in my attempt to shuddup, i made a loud "eeep!" and caused the 5 pathetic souls to break out luffing. poor mr. tan. but i suppose he's used to it.
ahhh. i saw my darling joel di at the sailing centre. he looked terribly lost.
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20020818

I'm a JeSuSfReAkK.



yep. if yu notice, i take alot of personality quizzes. i haf alot of "you are... i'm.. you are" n blabla. ahhh. i'm so bored. btw, since when was babysitter club's dawn carefree? i tot she was really stressed up or something. oh well.
am listening to God of Wonders by Passion. i think its a very good song. sounds very nice too. passion rox! Sonicflod rox!!! ShinHwa rulEz!!!! especially min woo. haha. i'm mad.i want to learn korean. but apparently it's not easy. need a korean dictionary. can't find one at all. irritating. ahhhh. sch tomorrow.
lemme plan. how much i shd spend.
so i can spend 25 dollars.
25 - 5 - 2 - 5 - 2 - 2 = 9.
yay. i'll have 9 dollars left.
i'm hereby declare i'm gonna play netball every recess.
net ball rulez. i'm gonna learn to jump when i catch the ball. hehe. umpiring is cool.
lalala~
hope serene gets well soon.


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I'm like Dawn from the BSC

haha. dawn..

I'm Happy!

oh yeah. i'm happy


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lalalala~ i remember. xu hui told me that i shd not say lala too mux. cos lala is my darling shah's god sis. so yesh. i am so bored now. so bored. my mom's cooking hope dinner's nice. oh blair me. i'm so bored.


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You are Palm Beach Barbie! You like everything about the beach: the water, the sand, the sun, the swimsuits. You are also less likely to drown to death.



... how did they noe i was a sailor. i love the sun???? i'm black enuf. pls. i love the sun??? pls. i love the sea? well sea breeze perhaps. but pls. i haf enuf of the sea.

My friends call me Meg, or they would if I had any.
Which Disney Princess are you?



You are a quick-witted tough dame with a tongue of steel. This jaded, cynical outlook is your suit of armor worn to protect you from further hurt and mistreatment. You may have been burned in the past by a love. Though your history weighs on your mind, you still have a little bit of faith in love. Don't deny it, girlfriend! Let go of the past and move on, embracing life's possibilities. But being more optimistic doesn't mean you have to lose your wit or independence!

hah. i din even noe there was such a disney character called megara. which show, btw?





Which Spice Girl Are You?

haha! emma bunton! haha. how interesting.! haha


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i just visited baya's journal. it's kinda depressing really. oh well. when i visited her journmal last night. i got really upset. maybe because she's my friend n i care about how she feels. and apprently she is upset. so i spent some time praying luz night. at last God ministered me with Isiah 40.

Do You not know?
Have you not heard?
The Lord is the everlasting God,
The creator of the ends of the Earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
And his understanding no one can fathom.
He gives strength to the weary
And increase the power of the weak.
Even youths grow tired or weary,
And young men stumble and fall;
But those who hope in the Lord
Will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles


that's isiah 40. i love it.


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ok! got the time correct. at long last. blogger is cool. i can crap as mux as i want n dere's no one to care. =)


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just came back from church- guit lesson. my sis dragged me to white sands. where we spent her money on food. which i ate more. hoho. guit lesson was cool. strumming, plucking n changing chords fast. haha. had some time chasing after them in changing chords. i'm slow lah. carn blame me. but accirding to them. its good enuf for a first timer. hehe. but i'm not really a first timer. ahhh hu cares. give them disillusion tt i'm first timer. m hugging my guit now and am typing wif one hand. or 3 fingers rather. thumb to space and 2nd n 3rd finger to type. heeZ. i'm mad. dere's somethingh wrongwif de times and dates. its 18 of august but dey say its 17. sheesh. betta do something abt it


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