20031226

things have changed, haven't it?

so this is it

Santa lives at the North Pole ...
JESUS is everywhere.

Santa rides in a sleigh ...
JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water.

Santa comes but once a year ...
JESUS is an ever present help.

Santa fills your stockings with goodies ...
JESUS supplies all your needs.

Santa comes down your chimney uninvited ...
JESUS stands at your door and knocks, and then enters
your heart when invited.

You have to wait in line to see Santa ...
JESUS is as close as the mention of His name.

Santa lets you sit on his lap ...
JESUS lets you rest in His arms.

Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is
"Hi little boy or girl, what's your name?" ...
JESUS knew our name before we were born.

Not only does He know our name,
He knows our address too.
He knows our history and future and
He even knows how many hairs are on our heads.

Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly ...
JESUS has a heart full of love

All Santa can offer is HO HO HO ...
JESUS offers health, help and hope.

Santa says "You better not cry" ...
JESUS says "Cast all your cares on me for I care for you."

Santa's little helpers make toys ...
JESUS makes new life, mends wounded hearts, repairs
broken homes and builds mansions.

Santa may make you chuckle but ...
JESUS gives you joy that is your strength.

While Santa puts gifts under your tree ...
JESUS became our gift and died on a tree.... The cross.

We need to put Christ back in CHRISTmas,
Jesus is still the reason for the season.

For God so loved the world, that He gave His only
begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not
perish, but have everlasting life.
John 3:16

so this is it

I FINALLY FOUND THE REASON FOR LIVING
ITS IN GIVING EVERY PART OF MY HEART TO HIM.
IN ALL THAT I DO, EVERY WORD THAT I SAY
I'LL BE GIVING MY ALL JUST FOR HIM..
JUST FOR JESUS.


yeah. i better remember..
the reason for living in is giving every part for him.
something i learnt just a few days ago.
to YIELD everything to him..
just like Jesus died for me, I live for him.
yield..
now im waiting for muh encounter. x)
nvm. u ppl prolly wun understand.

i suddenly felt like eating sweets.
hmms. just now i was feeling horrible.
so i listened to "free to dance"
and it reminded me. heyy why am i so bound huh?
im FREE TO DANCE!!
"i'll sing in the darkness, i'll laugh in the rain."
yeps. Break free of the bondages.. yield it all to HIM!
and sing in the darkness. luff in the rain!! ahhhahahaha!

so this is it

well. i've cooled down alr.
listening to love song.. sighs. so nice..
i feel weird. BAHH.
kinda confused.. yeahs.
need to clear muh tots huhh!
today's a lonely day.
papa wun join me for dinner.
nvm. last night was fun.
though er. i still din manage to go to the chalet.
but i went for dinner last night!
well. fun fun.
-konks head-
i feel sod.
its like this and its like that!
oh no! i'm keeping stuff to muhself again!
bahhs. qwejfpo12jfpj
am i trying? huh huh huh!!
i haf no idea.
hmms. i still have ppr 2's section b left to do.
so cuckoo. i feel so sian to do hw. well well.
ooh. we're finally gonna have cg outing. hahas.
first time in the year.
x)
oh.
blongbongbwong.
pooh.. i need to talk to you..

so this is it

20031225

argh. im feeling quite angry at someone now.
so irritating ARGH.
how? shd i scold dat person?
bahhs. or.. what. sheesh.
maybe my mom was right.
she shd have complained to pj abt all this huh.
how how how.
i can't stand it.

so this is it

this is the.. most different christmas i ever had.
hahas.
usually in the morning, the tree will be filled wif presents underneath it.
and santa wld have been here (yes la, i noe. santa's my parents)
and it'll be exciting.. wrapping ppr everywhere.
sighs. samantha is so cute. i called her and she asked "did santa visit us??"
i said "don't tell u"
obviously santa nv. mama not in sg, how to visit huhh?
den sam started whining. hahas.
i miss dat lil cupcake.
den she started telling me abt this korean shuai ge she met.
den i told her she is mad.
and she said "ahh. dun be sad la, caroline. we took foto of him for u!!"
x|
hahas. den she told me to tell our neighbour to stop emailing her.
i asked whyy
she said. "oh, cos the computer here is so lousy, it's forever lagging! i can't open my emails!"
i luffed like siao la.
that girl is only p1.
hahahs. nvm. i can imagine her bouncing in the snow.. hmms.
nvm. i hope she'll come back from usa a guai-er girl. hee.

hmms. i feel.. weird.
nvm..
yesterday's jimmy bell was good.
though the drama was super short.
but the sermon was nice..
and yeah! so many ppl wore formal la.
siao one.
(i think deir just making excuses to look pretty! whahhas)
ok im kidding la.
trili, natalie dun come box my nose! whoofus.
but whyy. why this whole formal dressing now huhh!
later going out for dinner wif trili n angela n dunno who.
cos papa going for wedding dinner. so.. eat wif dem la hahas.
den trili whispered to me over the fone "wear nicer hor. cos er. heh heh. me n angela in skirts"
wah. nvm nvm.
im the childish one lalalas.
trili and angela's MATURING! whoos. growing vaiinn. hehs.
bahhs. shut up la, caroline.

so this is it

20031223

I don't want a lot for Christmas

There's just one thing I need

I don't care about the presents

Underneath the Christmas tree

I just want [you] for my own

More than [you] could ever know

Make my wish come true...

All I want for Christmas is

[You]... yea yea


I don't want a lot for Christmas

There's just one thing I need

(and I) Don't care about the presents

Underneath the Christmas tree

I don't need to hang my stocking

There upon the fireplace

Santa Claus won't make me happy

With a toy on Christmas day

I just want [you] for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true

All I want for Christmas is [you]...

You baby


Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas

I won't even wish for snow

(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting

Underneath the mistletoe

I won't make a list and send it

To the North Pole for Saint Nick

I won't even stay awake to

Hear those magic reindeer click

'Cause I just want [you] here tonight

Holding on to me so tight

What more can I do

Baby all I want for Christmas is [you]

You baby


All the lights are shining

So brightly everywhere (so brightly yea)

And the sound of children's

Laughter fills the air

And everyone is singing (oh yea)

I hear those sleigh bells ringing

Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -

won't you please bring my baby to me...


Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas

This is all I'm asking for

I just want to see my baby

Standing right outside my door

Oh I just want [you] for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true

Baby all I want for Christmas is

[You] (You) baby


All I want for Christmas is [you] baby... (repeat)



see what i found!
:D



i'm going mad over love actually AGAIN.
ehh! who wants to watch wif?? my third time!! ahahha!!

so this is it

weeellllss.
i dun feel the christmas spirit huhh!
nvm. this christmas is gonna be LONELY.
nono. i dunno. sighs!
hmms. i still haf everyone.
right everyone! (right!)
bahhs. im listening to christmas carols.
i think this is how im gonna learn the true meaning of christmas huh?
it's JESUS' BIRTHDAY!! =)
yeah..
and even though i don't get to spend it with the ones i love, im spending it wif the ONE i love.
something i never really done before. it's always been family dinners and all.
ah wells. im still kinda sad i dun get to spend it wif mama the usual happy festive way.
hummf.
my mama n sam gets a white christmas! so shiok. huhh!
oh yah. had another violent dream.
dis one i sort of had b4.
hmms. dunno laa. why my dreams all involve fighting and stuff huhhh?
scary. bleahs.
last night i asked my papa out for dinner. hee.
was fun.. had a chao big tummyache after the dinner though. hahas.
ooh..
yeah. im beginning to be suspicious of my dreams.
why ahh.
-shudders-

so this is it

20031221

Praise
Request
Affirm
Yield
Encounter
Renew

so this is it

i feel so piggy.
woke up at 10, went to slp on sofa. had dumb dreams. woke up at 12.
den i used the computer blah blah.
talking to amanda ong n ednally! ahaks.
i miss my team. sighs.
ooh. den i ate one sausage and am drinking qoo!
whahhas. im growing fat leh.
burpp.
waitwait.
iim not growing fat. i am alr fat.
ok im growing fatter! whoofus.
pooh pooh pooh pooh. where are yoou youu yoouu yoouuuu.
wells haha.
yesterday night was so cool
sighs. feel so happy now.
of all things, God spoke to me thru bookmarks. =hahhas. yeah kinda. well.s but at least he spoke n i heard right! huh!
abby's back!
more importantly, abby's back wif sweets!
yessir.
=X
ok la ok la. she better give me some. bahhs.
grow fat i shall. heh!
listening to ruff endz now.
reminds me of centre stage and the shuai ge. whoo
sentimental madness! whofus.
sighss.. love stories are nice.
oh gosh. i feel goondu.
ok shush i shall. hahahs.
saw grace's fotos. heh! i look like a blur toot!
goondufied sammis!
i wrapped muh mama n sam's present last night
(they look a mess)
well yeah. hahahs. dreamt of mama AGAIN just now. bahhs.
this time its tt she came home n she did the laundry instead of me. den i went out.
den i saw someone.gosh why did i dream of him huh
got quite freaked. hahahas.
hehs. u all wun noe who la.
den the dream just went all over the place.
suddenly we're at camp. but the campsite is sk.
den i dreamt cheryl n van ong were shouting at me thru their window (they always do tt in camp)
and i got lost in sengkang. got very scared.
den the place started raining.. den very confusing. the dream went everywhere.
(at least the dream isnt violent ok!)
whoo. den i saw alot of tns ppl. den i got terribly lost in sengkang.
den very scary, cos got alot of horror movie props lying arnd.
huh? err yeah scary stuff lying arnd. allt he blood and all.
and i din dare to step. and i kept praying.
nvm. i bet u dun understand. so yeah.
den i just basically got lost in a scary sengkang.
ahahhas. madness.
and a gang of bikers starting bullying me. dun let me cross the road. kept trying to obstruct me.
scary. nvm. cuckoo dream.. sighs.

so this is it

i feel kinda sodded and sleepy n bahs.
hmms. yah. dunno why.
today i went to the library to just sit there, read n talk to God.
wells. it proved useful?? i hope. haha.
den i saw this bookmark in life.
it just struck me la. i kept staring at it wondering what it means.
so i bought it.
haha. i shall continue staring at it.
and today at jocelyn's church.. i just kept staring at tt verse.
like i dun understand it. bahhs.
i think im becoming slower.
stare at verses now huh.
wells it was fun today.
miss all the 2/2 ppl.
exchanged presents wif ppl. yars.
angie gave me a ncie shirt.
ct n joce present havent open yet haha
okaes i go slp sighs. buhbyes

so this is it