seeing the extraordinary in the ordinary

20041120

----- i need you
Strangely out of place
There is a light filling this room where
None would follow before

I can’t deny it burns me up inside
I fan the flames to melt away my pride
Do I want shelter from the rain
Or the rain to wash me away

I need You, I need You, I need You
I need You, I need You, I need You
You’re all I’m living for

I might sound like a fool
But I think I felt You moving closer to me
Face to the ground to hide the fatal cut

I fight the weight, I feel You lift me up
You are the shelter from the rain
And the rain to wash me away

Face to the ground to hide the fatal cut
I fight the weight, I feel You lift me up
I can’t deny it burns me up inside
I fan the flames to melt away my pride
Only have a second to spare but
All the time in the world to know You’re there
You are the shelter from the rain
And the rain to wash me away
------jars of clay

so.. God i need you badly.
wash me away.

okay.. pooh guess what.
im sorry.
sorry ur in this mess in this low.
its my fault. i wish i never nvm.

and to someone.
sorry.
i was wrong i was mean.
stop blaming or hating my friends.
it's not their fault its mine. argh.
i have so much to say that i have nothing to say.

okay so tts that.

anyway today was a sam-filled day haha.
she went everywhere with me and is with me now. haha.
and she's mad.
madly in love with victoria's secrets. hahahahaha
and the haha shield bras!!
anyway at megalife today hhaa.
caron! ur smitten red.
whoo. ahaha.

and the sermon today was..
so cliche it actually had meaning.. haha
i loved the worship.
but the sermon.. kept me thinking.
so im thinking.
and God.
i need you i need you i need you.

i felt kinda low.
low cos i've been so off-focus.
and i need to get back to track.
its time for prayer.
wow like last night's nightmare.
i gotta get to that mountain and shout my prayer to God!
i need to pray.
pray like mad.
pray pray pray!
i need God.

so yup. its time to buck up.

i actually feel embarrassed over something.
like enough stop telling people.
stop stop.

so this is it

20041118

hullo haha.

hm im feeling white.

so white.

haha.

nvm.

and i've been kinda. distracted lately.

been so busy that i forget the reason for my busy-ness.

dun like this.

gotta be focusedd. haha.

so yeah dun like this!!

and am i mean??

anyway. i need my qt.

and ncsi today at 9.

sounds cool. haha

but the girl looks funny.

okay its time to slow down.

and just get back to the more important things in life.

and mean everything i say.

and love my Jesus even more.

and be by his side, every second.

so. no more training. bad news?

haha.

went to renew passport today.

wasn't a cheerful journey. sighs.

i think i'm tired.

okay byebye.

-----angels

The holiest place there could ever be

All you can do is bow

Before the one who made heaven and earth

Before the Almighty God

For Him alone

Sing with the angels

Singing the name of the lord

For every soul

He gave it all

Given for all of mankind

Eternal life is His alone

Given to all who believe

In Him alone

Jesus...

-----hillsong

so this is it

abby amanda angela angie arthi brindaa cheryl EVE(naughty no.1) emmy esther geraldine grace isa joyful QING(naughty no.2) quackx michelle pooh rachelle trili yihui zhaoey tkgscell