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seeing the extraordinary in the ordinary
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How do we remember?
Is the brain a jar that holds our memories?
Then when we die, does the jar break?
Are our memories spilled on the ground and lost?
Or is the brain a map
that leads down twisted paths
and into hidden corners?
Then when we die, the map is lost
but perhaps some explorer
could wander through that strange landscape
and find out the hiding places
of our misplaced memories.
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so perhaps i am still brooding over the book.
but there's just some.. something abt it.
the same thing that made me love wrinkle in time
and all that followed after it.
hm. how i wish sometimes.
do we all have a pre-determined capacity?
a creativity, an ability,
the creativity, the ability
to
to what?
try to understand life?
maybe thats what they have.
the creativity and ability to create a meaning for life
but how empty a meaning
because it only leaves me wanting.
perhaps. that's the way it is.
still. it beats trashy novels anyday!
sent thailand 1 off today
reaaal exciting. =]
tho i was pretty amused by.
haha
so ask me what im doing now
im actually waiting for a lil device to charge
then i can off the computer.
but listenin to only hope makes it worthwhile.
ahhh. right. haha
what is emptiness but a lack of matter
and what is matter unless it matters?
many wonder why their heart is empty
why their soul is empty
perhaps it lacks just that,
matter that matters.
i hope they find the one thing
the only thing that matters in life.
oh and a tribute to ginny
i miss you. =]
so this is it
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okay so im quite the sucker for ender's game.
haha. well. that's what happens when i find a good book.
be happy i didn't name the duck jigsaw.
so o's are over, gone and finished.
what does that make me now?
anyway everyone's talkin and discussing
sometimes i do wonder...
but i have decided!
leave it. uh huh.
anyway im sorry pooh
seems like this hols ain't a good time to go out huh
next year's cool.
new big tk team and tk cell.
alright man.
i realised that it was a fruitful four years after all
=]
i learnt about myself, about people,
about God, about love
hm.
im glad.
and at the moment
it seems like a lil puppy needs a bath urgently...
so this is it