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you

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There's always something
in the way
There's always something
getting through
but it's not me
it's You, it's You

sometimes ignorance
rings true
but hope is not in
what i know
it's not in me..me
it's in You, it's in You

it's all i know
it's all i know
it's all i know

i find peace when
i'm confused
i find hope when
i'm let down
not in me ... me
in You
it's in you

i hope to lose myself
for good
i hope to find it in the end
not in me ... me
in You
in You
in You

it's all i know
it's all i know
it's all i know

in You
in You
its in You
its in You

there's always something in the way
there's always something getting through
but it's not me
it's You
it's You
it's You ....

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i think i need to be more sensitive.
yesterday was a big mess up.

so many things happened i became so unclear
and caught up.

posting + symposium
party + testimony

it was all something good in something bad

lost track of time

i feel bad.

i peace when i'm confused
i find hope when i'm let down
not in me, in YOU

thought alot yest
i need to do something but i don't know what
or how

i need to be careful.

i need Jesus.




so this is it




20060227

She dreams of golden gardens and sweet glooms,
Not marvelling why her roses never fall
Nor what red mouths were torn to make their blooms.

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sometimes it gets too silly
maybe it shouldn't be taken so seriously

or is it?

sometimes it becomes so unclear
maybe obvious lines should be drawn

but can they?

sometimes it takes over
maybe that's the way things are

should it be?


i need to find an ee topic NOW


so this is it





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